Friday, June 29, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Decent
I think decent guys are becoming some kind of endangered species. I saw one decent-looking guy on the bus and you can picture my disappointment when I saw his wedding ring. Seriously, have they all decided to sneak into some kind of other dimension? Maybe they were disappointed with the majority of females out there. Anyway, when I say "decent-looking", I mean not just looks but also the way he presented himself. He looked educated and seemed to have a comfortable career. Ok, now I am getting absurd. How can I see that kind of thing just from his face? Maybe he abuses women or is a paedophile. WAKE UP!
I am dreading going to uni. I seriously can't help the feeling. I am making myself miserable thinking of what is going to happen to me there. I look at that b**** in my office and disappoint myself thinking what will happen if the whole school is full of people like her. I was really quite happy about going back to school and not having to work as a low-paid worker in the office. That was until I realized that she is going there. I don't want to see so many people like that around me. I sound like a bloody nag.
Ok, so I am like doing bloody OT again. My life revolves around OT. I want to go home! And actually the only 2 good things about OT that I can think of is I get paid and that I can avoid the after-work crowd.
Better continue doing or I will have to stay bloody late.
I am dreading going to uni. I seriously can't help the feeling. I am making myself miserable thinking of what is going to happen to me there. I look at that b**** in my office and disappoint myself thinking what will happen if the whole school is full of people like her. I was really quite happy about going back to school and not having to work as a low-paid worker in the office. That was until I realized that she is going there. I don't want to see so many people like that around me. I sound like a bloody nag.
Ok, so I am like doing bloody OT again. My life revolves around OT. I want to go home! And actually the only 2 good things about OT that I can think of is I get paid and that I can avoid the after-work crowd.
Better continue doing or I will have to stay bloody late.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Hairstyling
I went to my hairdresser's yesterday. Well, she is also my barber and my hairstylist. Ok, so sorry, not funny at all. Well I went at about 1pm. Then at about 2pm, this stupid old ah lian came in. Ok, she is I think 30 plus but well, cannot speak English or Chinese fluently. Still want to act. Act rich, act pampered, act good life. Whatever. It was so obvious she was none of the above. She had supposedly just come back from a one-week trip to Taiwan. She started commenting that she stayed in 5-star hotels all the time and blah blah. Then she looked suspiciously at my mother and I, like wondering whether we are some kind of royalty from a faraway land, ok, she just thought we were random customers. Haha, she was afraid that we would take up my hairstylist's time. Because she had to rush off to Paragon (she pronounced it as PA-LA-GON) for her daughter's dental appointment. Well, then she started bragging about her daughter's future surgery which is going to cost $15K. HUH?!?!? This kind of thing also can brag about eh? Then shouldn't I brag that I am naturally beautiful so I don't need any kind of surgery?
CRAZY arh. Brag non-stop. I got no choice but to listen to her crap as she was bragging at more than AUDIBLE decibels. Serious, don't forget that there are sounds of hairdryers around and of other bloody machines. My, my. Really loud. The funny thing is actually this. She rushed off at 330pm and I finally saw her entire body. She was wearing clothes from This Fashion. OMG, I almost bursted into pleats of laughter. I mean, you want to act then must dress in i-can-brag outfit right? No offense against This Fashion clothing. You can wear them but don't wear them altogether and people just have to take a glimpse of you to know what brand you are wearing. Haha. I am mean, aren't I.
I cut, dyed and highlighted my hair at only 85 bucks. So cool. I am like dying to buy this pair of heels downstairs at Caltex House. I will try and go there after I finish OT today!!!
CRAZY arh. Brag non-stop. I got no choice but to listen to her crap as she was bragging at more than AUDIBLE decibels. Serious, don't forget that there are sounds of hairdryers around and of other bloody machines. My, my. Really loud. The funny thing is actually this. She rushed off at 330pm and I finally saw her entire body. She was wearing clothes from This Fashion. OMG, I almost bursted into pleats of laughter. I mean, you want to act then must dress in i-can-brag outfit right? No offense against This Fashion clothing. You can wear them but don't wear them altogether and people just have to take a glimpse of you to know what brand you are wearing. Haha. I am mean, aren't I.
I cut, dyed and highlighted my hair at only 85 bucks. So cool. I am like dying to buy this pair of heels downstairs at Caltex House. I will try and go there after I finish OT today!!!
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I am on the verge of spewing vulgaritites. Why is my life so horrible? Nothing is going my way. NOTHING AT ALL. I am stuck with the (OMG, i am dying to use the f-word) boulder till July. Haha, what a great way to end my bloody career as a temporary staff. WHY? WHY? WHY? I am told that it's partly due to us complaining about him and so he has to pull up his socks and show that he's up to it before he can leave. Who bears the ultimate brunt of it? ME, OF COURSE IT'S ME! I AM SITTING NEXT TO HIM. I still want to use the f-word. Someone please help me. I can't go back on my word. I have already promised to stay till end-July. I feel damn like quitting. Tolerance level seems to be plunging and it's almost zero already.
He tried to blame me about something again. OMG. As if making mistakes aren't bad enough, he tries to push the blame to me. I am at the brink of depression. I hate coming to work and seeing him sit there. This sucks! Really bad. As if I don't have enough things to disgust myself about. I still have to think of the bloody SMU camp coming up. I don't think they should make this kind of thing compulsory. Just wasting their money and our money.
It doesn't help that my mum told me what my father wanted to buy for me once I got my driving license. I won't get it now because my mum says no. Haiz, not say I would have much use for it. But it's still a bloody BMW. At least I will look and feel suave driving it. My mum is mean. Fine, I will get one myself when my future career thrives. People like to say that it's the thought that counts. Ok, now I know what my father was thinking. GREAT. Thanks, Dad! :)
He tried to blame me about something again. OMG. As if making mistakes aren't bad enough, he tries to push the blame to me. I am at the brink of depression. I hate coming to work and seeing him sit there. This sucks! Really bad. As if I don't have enough things to disgust myself about. I still have to think of the bloody SMU camp coming up. I don't think they should make this kind of thing compulsory. Just wasting their money and our money.
It doesn't help that my mum told me what my father wanted to buy for me once I got my driving license. I won't get it now because my mum says no. Haiz, not say I would have much use for it. But it's still a bloody BMW. At least I will look and feel suave driving it. My mum is mean. Fine, I will get one myself when my future career thrives. People like to say that it's the thought that counts. Ok, now I know what my father was thinking. GREAT. Thanks, Dad! :)
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Eye Candy
So many good looking guys in my building. Tall and handsome. Haha. I sound like a bloody pervert. But I must stress, there are none at my office at all. NONE!
I am currently lost for words. Maybe it's because someone is pissing me off.
I am currently lost for words. Maybe it's because someone is pissing me off.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Patience
I think my patience threshold is like bloody high. How can I stand these stupid people from my office? If I was me in Dunman High 3-4 years back, I would have erupted long ago. I see stupid people, irritating people, bitchy people, show-off people and also ugly people who think they are swans but actually toads. OMG.
Well, obviously that thick-headed boulder pissed me off again. He does it everyday. It has become his hobby. Well, he did something that made me laugh damn hard too. I put this person on the phone on hold so that I could ask him something. He insisted on talking to that person so I passed the receiver to him. He started talking and talking then after bout 15 seconds I realized that I didn't unhold the person. So basically he was talking to no one and he didn't know it! Muahahaha. He's so stupid he didn't realize that I actually had to unhold for him!
Well, to that b****. This is another one not the one with the extremely-short-skirt-might-as-well-not-wear. She is going to SMU, same bloody uni as me. This is what I think. Every university must accept some airheads to distinguish between the top and bottom. Yes, the airhead is her. I tried talking to her that day after I found out she was going there. My gosh, me being FRIENDLY! That rarely occurs, once in 100 blue moons. She gave me one-word answers and was so obnoxious and nonchalent. I mean, hello, do you even know what I am going to do there? Do you know they are giving me money? STUPID B****. That wasn't what I was angry about. There just happens to be this guy beside us talking to us randomly. She was SO BLOODY NICE AND HIGH to that guy. WHAT THE!!! I can be really mean if I really want to. Watch out for me, you B****. By the way, she is now good friends with that short skirt b****. My, dogs of the same fur flock together. Stop walking past me can? Irritating.
Well, I am not one to swear and curse. I apologise if anyone finds this post filled with strong language. ARGHHHHHHHHHH.
Well, obviously that thick-headed boulder pissed me off again. He does it everyday. It has become his hobby. Well, he did something that made me laugh damn hard too. I put this person on the phone on hold so that I could ask him something. He insisted on talking to that person so I passed the receiver to him. He started talking and talking then after bout 15 seconds I realized that I didn't unhold the person. So basically he was talking to no one and he didn't know it! Muahahaha. He's so stupid he didn't realize that I actually had to unhold for him!
Well, to that b****. This is another one not the one with the extremely-short-skirt-might-as-well-not-wear. She is going to SMU, same bloody uni as me. This is what I think. Every university must accept some airheads to distinguish between the top and bottom. Yes, the airhead is her. I tried talking to her that day after I found out she was going there. My gosh, me being FRIENDLY! That rarely occurs, once in 100 blue moons. She gave me one-word answers and was so obnoxious and nonchalent. I mean, hello, do you even know what I am going to do there? Do you know they are giving me money? STUPID B****. That wasn't what I was angry about. There just happens to be this guy beside us talking to us randomly. She was SO BLOODY NICE AND HIGH to that guy. WHAT THE!!! I can be really mean if I really want to. Watch out for me, you B****. By the way, she is now good friends with that short skirt b****. My, dogs of the same fur flock together. Stop walking past me can? Irritating.
Well, I am not one to swear and curse. I apologise if anyone finds this post filled with strong language. ARGHHHHHHHHHH.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Father's Day
Father's Day this year will be very different from those in the past. This year my father will not be around to celebrate it with us. As I type this, my nose has this really sour feeling. I am not sure if you know what I mean. But I think it is a form of control that causes my body to try and curb the emotion from pouring out.
I didn't realise it has been so long since my father went to heaven. By tomorrow, it will be 8 months. Time flies by. You will never know the vast amount of guilt that I feel. I know that I will never be able to forgive myself. Never ever. I did not speak to him on the morning he passed away. I just looked at him and thought" I can speak to him later. I am feeling damn sleepy." Guess what? I NEVER got the chance again. I was ASLEEP when he passed away. How does that make me feel? ANGRY? Yes, definitely. At both him and myself. How come he couldn't wait and how come he didn't tell us that he was going? How come I wasn't awake? How come?
Unanswered questions. I really hope and believe that there is afterlife. Then I can go ask him.
I didn't realise it has been so long since my father went to heaven. By tomorrow, it will be 8 months. Time flies by. You will never know the vast amount of guilt that I feel. I know that I will never be able to forgive myself. Never ever. I did not speak to him on the morning he passed away. I just looked at him and thought" I can speak to him later. I am feeling damn sleepy." Guess what? I NEVER got the chance again. I was ASLEEP when he passed away. How does that make me feel? ANGRY? Yes, definitely. At both him and myself. How come he couldn't wait and how come he didn't tell us that he was going? How come I wasn't awake? How come?
Unanswered questions. I really hope and believe that there is afterlife. Then I can go ask him.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Whatever
I just walked past and saw The Straits Times headlines. "Dubai, guilty." Then I wondered to myself how come a whole country is in trouble and what the hell did they do? Kept people captive in their hotel aka the best one in the world? Is it that the prices for one room is too expensive? Are they trying to monopolise the market? Was there a watchdog? I am trying to revise Econs.
Ok, actually, I didn't think that. Come on man, I am not a retard. I read wrongly. It is actually" Durai, guilty"
Haha, I can really crap man. I came into the office and my supervisor asked me to explain what happened yesterday. She got wind of it through some of my other colleagues in another department. She didn't come yesterday.
So, actually, I am going to try and summarize this. I was very busy yesterday with a lot of work. Dispatches from the various dealers will come to our office and go to the counter and hand us documents we need. Well, I was very busy so I only went out once or twice. The thick-headed boulder was the one who was going out. I went to buy my lunch at 12pm and halfway through my nice subway sandwich, I got a call to go out. He disappeared somewhere, so I had to go. I took the documents. My eyesight got the better of me and I saw a set of documents. Well, you can imagine my dismay? I came in and asked him whether the guy called in. He told me no but the people from the dealer's office called in and asked whether we received the documents. He told them YES! We didn't see the documents at all until I went out and saw on the counter. In addition, he never check and anyhow tell them we receive it. OMG! I almost fainted. If we say we receive, we must process and that was only half an hour left to process 11 cars. I threw my lunch to the side, basically for him to see. I almost died from the pressure. Basically, I didn't finish but tried my best. I processed 8 cars. Luckily, the other department was nice and helped by extending the deadline.
Well, this morning, some people told my supervisor. And she was very angry because she said we should not compromise the funds for the dealers especially this dealer. Well, she confronted the guy and asked him what happened. Well, basically, he denied everything and pushed the blame to me. Saying that he didn't know what I was doing, he don't know what is going on. Well, it escalated to some shouting. My supervisor also shot him back saying" You sit here all day and you don't know what's going on?". He said that my supervisor was wrong to confront him early in the morning like that. That made her very mad. She said" Then I come in early in the morning and people from other departments tell me about it!"
Haha. I kept quiet until he pushed the blame to me. I argued back and didn't know that we were talking at such loud decibels! Well, people from other departments were keeping quiet and standing up to watch the show. Haha, so embarrassing.
So, what he is saying that it is not his fault. The problem is that he has such a bad memory so we have no idea if he was the one who forgot and left the documents outside. We know the dispatch from that dealer quite well and we are quite sure that he will not leave the documents sitting there. Well, end of my bloody story. I am some kind of entertainment.
Ok, actually, I didn't think that. Come on man, I am not a retard. I read wrongly. It is actually" Durai, guilty"
Haha, I can really crap man. I came into the office and my supervisor asked me to explain what happened yesterday. She got wind of it through some of my other colleagues in another department. She didn't come yesterday.
So, actually, I am going to try and summarize this. I was very busy yesterday with a lot of work. Dispatches from the various dealers will come to our office and go to the counter and hand us documents we need. Well, I was very busy so I only went out once or twice. The thick-headed boulder was the one who was going out. I went to buy my lunch at 12pm and halfway through my nice subway sandwich, I got a call to go out. He disappeared somewhere, so I had to go. I took the documents. My eyesight got the better of me and I saw a set of documents. Well, you can imagine my dismay? I came in and asked him whether the guy called in. He told me no but the people from the dealer's office called in and asked whether we received the documents. He told them YES! We didn't see the documents at all until I went out and saw on the counter. In addition, he never check and anyhow tell them we receive it. OMG! I almost fainted. If we say we receive, we must process and that was only half an hour left to process 11 cars. I threw my lunch to the side, basically for him to see. I almost died from the pressure. Basically, I didn't finish but tried my best. I processed 8 cars. Luckily, the other department was nice and helped by extending the deadline.
Well, this morning, some people told my supervisor. And she was very angry because she said we should not compromise the funds for the dealers especially this dealer. Well, she confronted the guy and asked him what happened. Well, basically, he denied everything and pushed the blame to me. Saying that he didn't know what I was doing, he don't know what is going on. Well, it escalated to some shouting. My supervisor also shot him back saying" You sit here all day and you don't know what's going on?". He said that my supervisor was wrong to confront him early in the morning like that. That made her very mad. She said" Then I come in early in the morning and people from other departments tell me about it!"
Haha. I kept quiet until he pushed the blame to me. I argued back and didn't know that we were talking at such loud decibels! Well, people from other departments were keeping quiet and standing up to watch the show. Haha, so embarrassing.
So, what he is saying that it is not his fault. The problem is that he has such a bad memory so we have no idea if he was the one who forgot and left the documents outside. We know the dispatch from that dealer quite well and we are quite sure that he will not leave the documents sitting there. Well, end of my bloody story. I am some kind of entertainment.
In Conversation
I am so sure nobody wants to hear about my absolutely bloody awful day. The guy did something worse than usual to me, so I don't really want to put it down in words in case I write halfway and collapse. Ok, how about my stupid conversation with a guy at the interchange?
Guy: Hi Miss, you live around here?
Me(with that kind of"what-do-you-want" look): No...
Guy: So you take SBS bus?
Me: Yea...?
Guy: Where do you live?
Me: Katong, huh?
Guy: Hey, I am giving you a free badge.
Me: Ok, thanks...
As I was going to walk on, thinking I met a lunantic, he said"Can you help me do a survey?"
Me: Huh? For the badge?
I was so going to hit him, then he looked at me thinking he look damn pitiful and said"One minute?"
Fine, just my luck to meet him. What the, and I had already accepted the ugly badge, so obviously I had to grant his stupid wish. Why was I irritated? Because it was 945pm and I want to go home!
Guy: So is there any bus here that goes to Katong?
Me: Huh? I live near CCHS. Got bus.
Guy: Ok Miss, what are you working as?
Me: Bloody Admin work and waiting for uni.
Guy: Oh you going NUS, NTU?
Me(shutting him up): SMU.
Guy: Oh, then you were from poly...?
Me(shutting him up again): TJ, you know around here?
This was pissing me off. I mean those weren't even questions inside the survey.
Guy: So, where do you normally shop? Eh, can't be bedok central right?
Me: Parkway.
Guy: How much do you spend a month on shopping?
Me: $300-400?
Guy: That is when you are in a good mood right?
Me: Whatever, I don't pay.
You know this guy actually believed my crap. I mean you actually believe me?
Guy: So what's your age? Don't be sensitive arh?
Me: 18.
Guy: Eh, same as my sister. She going NTU. I think she got AAB, then she studying engineering.
Ok, me thinking at this point. Erm, I don't need some kind of biblo of your family. Whatever. Now I know that even a bloody badge can't be free. And it was bloody ugly. I just took it to entertain him.
Guy: So how much do you save a month?
Me(lying again): $600
Guy: OK, for living expenses in uni right?
Me:(lying again and again): Eh, I got scholarship, my expenses are paid.
Guy: Oh, ok. So, what's your name?
Me: Huh? As in full name?
Guy: Eh, just christian name?
Me: I don't have one. Li Jun.
Guy: Oh hi, Li Jun. I am Philip.
Me thinking: Whatever...
Guy: So your contact number?
Me: blah blah.
Ok, that took more than one minute. Bloody liar. Haha, better than listening to me talk bout the thick-headed boulder.
Guy: Hi Miss, you live around here?
Me(with that kind of"what-do-you-want" look): No...
Guy: So you take SBS bus?
Me: Yea...?
Guy: Where do you live?
Me: Katong, huh?
Guy: Hey, I am giving you a free badge.
Me: Ok, thanks...
As I was going to walk on, thinking I met a lunantic, he said"Can you help me do a survey?"
Me: Huh? For the badge?
I was so going to hit him, then he looked at me thinking he look damn pitiful and said"One minute?"
Fine, just my luck to meet him. What the, and I had already accepted the ugly badge, so obviously I had to grant his stupid wish. Why was I irritated? Because it was 945pm and I want to go home!
Guy: So is there any bus here that goes to Katong?
Me: Huh? I live near CCHS. Got bus.
Guy: Ok Miss, what are you working as?
Me: Bloody Admin work and waiting for uni.
Guy: Oh you going NUS, NTU?
Me(shutting him up): SMU.
Guy: Oh, then you were from poly...?
Me(shutting him up again): TJ, you know around here?
This was pissing me off. I mean those weren't even questions inside the survey.
Guy: So, where do you normally shop? Eh, can't be bedok central right?
Me: Parkway.
Guy: How much do you spend a month on shopping?
Me: $300-400?
Guy: That is when you are in a good mood right?
Me: Whatever, I don't pay.
You know this guy actually believed my crap. I mean you actually believe me?
Guy: So what's your age? Don't be sensitive arh?
Me: 18.
Guy: Eh, same as my sister. She going NTU. I think she got AAB, then she studying engineering.
Ok, me thinking at this point. Erm, I don't need some kind of biblo of your family. Whatever. Now I know that even a bloody badge can't be free. And it was bloody ugly. I just took it to entertain him.
Guy: So how much do you save a month?
Me(lying again): $600
Guy: OK, for living expenses in uni right?
Me:(lying again and again): Eh, I got scholarship, my expenses are paid.
Guy: Oh, ok. So, what's your name?
Me: Huh? As in full name?
Guy: Eh, just christian name?
Me: I don't have one. Li Jun.
Guy: Oh hi, Li Jun. I am Philip.
Me thinking: Whatever...
Guy: So your contact number?
Me: blah blah.
Ok, that took more than one minute. Bloody liar. Haha, better than listening to me talk bout the thick-headed boulder.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Back to jail
Paris Hilton is back to jail, screaming, crying and without makeup. Gosh, all the controversy and accusations of double standards. I agree with the double standards part because I believe that if it was me or you in jail, we will have to serve out the remaining time in jail whether or not we have a medical condition.
I think that they had no choice but to give her a sentence because she violated the law twice. First, for drink driving then for driving without a license on a so-called hamburger spree. Haha, what a joke. So unlucky to get caught too. Well, maybe she can stay in jail thinking about her actions and wonder whether she can get on the better side of the law next time. I sound like I can't stand her. Nope, Just commenting.
By the way, this Taiwan artiste and singer, Lin Xiao Pei, whatever her name is, knocked down a nurse while drink-driving. The nurse died and she has a 5-year old kid. Seriously, what is the world coming to? Must something really bad happen before these people will stop and consider the consequences?
I sound like a grumpy idiot who just got out of bed. Yes, I just woke up. Now you know why.
I think that they had no choice but to give her a sentence because she violated the law twice. First, for drink driving then for driving without a license on a so-called hamburger spree. Haha, what a joke. So unlucky to get caught too. Well, maybe she can stay in jail thinking about her actions and wonder whether she can get on the better side of the law next time. I sound like I can't stand her. Nope, Just commenting.
By the way, this Taiwan artiste and singer, Lin Xiao Pei, whatever her name is, knocked down a nurse while drink-driving. The nurse died and she has a 5-year old kid. Seriously, what is the world coming to? Must something really bad happen before these people will stop and consider the consequences?
I sound like a grumpy idiot who just got out of bed. Yes, I just woke up. Now you know why.
Friday, June 8, 2007
Waste of time
I had a meeting with the bloody auditor today. Coz my supervisor was doing some training for people so I had no choice but to go for a meeting with that Mr BL. He looked like a sneaky person to me. Something that was supposed to take 10 minutes to finish, he took more than half an hour. Then I sat in that cold room listening to him talk crap. Seriously, I was going to keep my things and then leave the room but he started going through the list again. I came out at about 535pm. Seriously, I was pissed and my supervisor was like looking for me. Well, when I saw her, I told her WASTE OF TIME. And I said he talked lots of crap. Then this guy who used to liance with him said "YEA, he talks lotsa crap." Haha.
Also, the temp staff at my office are getting to me. Bloody noisy. Yea, I know some of you all are leaving but don't need to make a commotion right? Bloody idiots, keep talking in that kind of Chinese that makes you think LOW-CLASS. And there's this b**** who wears like bloody short skirts and revealing clothes to work. She is also a temp staff. I am going to make a quiet exit when I leave.
The stupid uncle at my office who walks around chasing skirts tried to approach me that day. Oi Ah Pek, can you stop thinking so highly of yourself? I hope he never sees this. Actually, he's like only in his late 20s but he has thinning hair and a receding hairline. He is kinda good looking but just looking at his hair turns me off. And he's only a few cm taller than me. Ok, how come I have been observing him? THEN??? You want me to look at that thick-headed boulder is it?
So bored. I have like lots of work to do but I had no choice but to go home because there was nobody else in the office. So i just have to work OT like mad. I feel so tired now that I am teaching tuition again. HAIZ
Also, the temp staff at my office are getting to me. Bloody noisy. Yea, I know some of you all are leaving but don't need to make a commotion right? Bloody idiots, keep talking in that kind of Chinese that makes you think LOW-CLASS. And there's this b**** who wears like bloody short skirts and revealing clothes to work. She is also a temp staff. I am going to make a quiet exit when I leave.
The stupid uncle at my office who walks around chasing skirts tried to approach me that day. Oi Ah Pek, can you stop thinking so highly of yourself? I hope he never sees this. Actually, he's like only in his late 20s but he has thinning hair and a receding hairline. He is kinda good looking but just looking at his hair turns me off. And he's only a few cm taller than me. Ok, how come I have been observing him? THEN??? You want me to look at that thick-headed boulder is it?
So bored. I have like lots of work to do but I had no choice but to go home because there was nobody else in the office. So i just have to work OT like mad. I feel so tired now that I am teaching tuition again. HAIZ
It's early in the morning
Haha. I have already finished most of my work. Just have some sorting of documents to do. So I will just take my own sweet time.
Yesterday morning, my supervisor came to my seat and said these exact words to me"Even when he's on leave, he can also piss me off!" Yes, haha, I am refering to the spastic boulder. Honestly, after thinking for a bit, I realised that I can't call him a spastic boulder. It's an oxymoron! How can a boulder who can't move be hyperactive. I guessed I just used that word spastic as I felt like it. I mean, stupid, dumb, brainless are already his characteristics deeply embedded into him. So I have to come up with a new name for him. Any suggestions? Maybe I will check the thesaurus. I searched for the word"stupid" and I have decided to choose thick-headed. I even saw dodo. Haha, but why insult that poor extinct bird species? I found out this hilarious thing. I went over to every department that my department we IF unit have to work with. They all had something negative to say about him. Haha, that means the F/S and DB department. I wanted to laugh my head off and I didn't even start the conversations. I was like talking to this colleague and then another of her colleagues who was irritated with the way he does our stuff joined in. That was FUN! I mean I never clean up after him after advice from my supervisor to let him get a taste of his own crap so that's why people from other departments are complaining. Then, the auntie who comes to clean our dustbins complained to me about him! HAHA! The CLEANING AUNTIE! She asked me to tell him to stop throwing food and drinks into the dustbin for paper. I started giggling to myself and I bet she thought I was half-mad. How many people does he want to provoke?
I started this post at 10am and look at the time now! There was like so much bloody work that came in damn late. I just ate a healthy subway sandwich. (the one with healthier choice next to its price, but the price wasn't anywhere near healthy!) I drank a coffee that is like so bloody strong and aromatic from Coffee and Toast. I will buy it for my mummy later.
OI, subway lover. I am referring to two people here. Ok, actually have nothing to say. Just want to piss you all off. Hahahahahahahahaha.
Yesterday morning, my supervisor came to my seat and said these exact words to me"Even when he's on leave, he can also piss me off!" Yes, haha, I am refering to the spastic boulder. Honestly, after thinking for a bit, I realised that I can't call him a spastic boulder. It's an oxymoron! How can a boulder who can't move be hyperactive. I guessed I just used that word spastic as I felt like it. I mean, stupid, dumb, brainless are already his characteristics deeply embedded into him. So I have to come up with a new name for him. Any suggestions? Maybe I will check the thesaurus. I searched for the word"stupid" and I have decided to choose thick-headed. I even saw dodo. Haha, but why insult that poor extinct bird species? I found out this hilarious thing. I went over to every department that my department we IF unit have to work with. They all had something negative to say about him. Haha, that means the F/S and DB department. I wanted to laugh my head off and I didn't even start the conversations. I was like talking to this colleague and then another of her colleagues who was irritated with the way he does our stuff joined in. That was FUN! I mean I never clean up after him after advice from my supervisor to let him get a taste of his own crap so that's why people from other departments are complaining. Then, the auntie who comes to clean our dustbins complained to me about him! HAHA! The CLEANING AUNTIE! She asked me to tell him to stop throwing food and drinks into the dustbin for paper. I started giggling to myself and I bet she thought I was half-mad. How many people does he want to provoke?
I started this post at 10am and look at the time now! There was like so much bloody work that came in damn late. I just ate a healthy subway sandwich. (the one with healthier choice next to its price, but the price wasn't anywhere near healthy!) I drank a coffee that is like so bloody strong and aromatic from Coffee and Toast. I will buy it for my mummy later.
OI, subway lover. I am referring to two people here. Ok, actually have nothing to say. Just want to piss you all off. Hahahahahahahahaha.
Embarassing moments
I seem to have had these moments today. I dropped my shoe on the zebra crossing today. There were like one thouand people crossing the zebra crossing because it's at Raffles Place! Please share the moment with me.Ok, now you know how I felt. Haha.
I saw these 2 caucasians during lunch today. So bloody good looking and handsome that I could die. They were like so tall and they looked so good in their suit and tie. And both of them are young. One of them looked like the guy in my dream. They had the same unique hairstyle. Maybe I dreamt him into life! Haha. I walked to this place to buy a drink and while I was walking with the drink, deep in thought, I dropped the drink and well, made a bloody mess. I started cursing below my breath. This is what I said "OMG x10" Yea, not kidding. I picked up the cup and cap and walked off as fast as I could, pretending that I didnn't do anything. Typical me.
In the office, I actually answered a colleague who wasn't talking to me. How embarrassing!
Haha. I feel like sleeping already. Ok, maybe I will update in my office tomorrow. I still have a lot of things to say. Haha, me as usual really talkative.
I saw these 2 caucasians during lunch today. So bloody good looking and handsome that I could die. They were like so tall and they looked so good in their suit and tie. And both of them are young. One of them looked like the guy in my dream. They had the same unique hairstyle. Maybe I dreamt him into life! Haha. I walked to this place to buy a drink and while I was walking with the drink, deep in thought, I dropped the drink and well, made a bloody mess. I started cursing below my breath. This is what I said "OMG x10" Yea, not kidding. I picked up the cup and cap and walked off as fast as I could, pretending that I didnn't do anything. Typical me.
In the office, I actually answered a colleague who wasn't talking to me. How embarrassing!
Haha. I feel like sleeping already. Ok, maybe I will update in my office tomorrow. I still have a lot of things to say. Haha, me as usual really talkative.
Finally
I finally get to write. I have been so busy at work that I can't write my blog at work and when I reach home, I just sleep. By the way, the guy who flirted with me accidentally didn't come to work after that. Haha, but he came today.
Ok, I have had such absurd dreams that I am going to describe them. Haha, the last one is a bit embarassing. I had 3 dreams in a row on one night. My subconscious mind was a bit active. Haha. Sorry, hyperactive to be exact.
1st Dream: I asked my supervisor if I can eat another egg and she told me" No! You have already eaten three!" Oh gosh, I have no idea how to explain that. I even woke up wondering if I really had eaten three eggs. Haha.
2nd Dream: I was walking past this bar. There was this caucasian sitting there pouring and drinking white wine. He was like almost finishing the bottle. Then he looked up and saw me and started walking towards me. I think he wanted to tell me something. No, I know what you are thinking. No, it's not a bloody stalker. It was something good, I could tell, but I ran away. OMG! Why did I run away? By right, in real life, I wouldn't have done that because he was bloody cute. Haha. Then I told my mum that I had to go back to look for him the next night. And my mum protested and said that I should not do that. Obviously, I ignored her. Yes, that was all in the dream. But I stopped that dream at that point. Sometimes I think my brain is doing stuff to me to piss me off.
3rd dream: This one is a little embarrassing so I am not going to elaborate. It concerns my manager. I have no idea why I dreamt about him. He is not good looking, does not have a great job and he is too chinese for my liking. As in he speaks Mandrain and his English is not very fluent. Now, I go a little red in the face when I see him. (Actually not really, I just don't look at him.) Hehe. Seriously, I don't like him. And he's married. I saw his ring.
Ok, I have had such absurd dreams that I am going to describe them. Haha, the last one is a bit embarassing. I had 3 dreams in a row on one night. My subconscious mind was a bit active. Haha. Sorry, hyperactive to be exact.
1st Dream: I asked my supervisor if I can eat another egg and she told me" No! You have already eaten three!" Oh gosh, I have no idea how to explain that. I even woke up wondering if I really had eaten three eggs. Haha.
2nd Dream: I was walking past this bar. There was this caucasian sitting there pouring and drinking white wine. He was like almost finishing the bottle. Then he looked up and saw me and started walking towards me. I think he wanted to tell me something. No, I know what you are thinking. No, it's not a bloody stalker. It was something good, I could tell, but I ran away. OMG! Why did I run away? By right, in real life, I wouldn't have done that because he was bloody cute. Haha. Then I told my mum that I had to go back to look for him the next night. And my mum protested and said that I should not do that. Obviously, I ignored her. Yes, that was all in the dream. But I stopped that dream at that point. Sometimes I think my brain is doing stuff to me to piss me off.
3rd dream: This one is a little embarrassing so I am not going to elaborate. It concerns my manager. I have no idea why I dreamt about him. He is not good looking, does not have a great job and he is too chinese for my liking. As in he speaks Mandrain and his English is not very fluent. Now, I go a little red in the face when I see him. (Actually not really, I just don't look at him.) Hehe. Seriously, I don't like him. And he's married. I saw his ring.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Funny Funny
I got pissed off at that guy again. Uncountable. OMG. I think sooner or later I will get high blood pressure thanks to him.
Ok, time for some funny stuff. This colleague of mine called my extention number in the office. His name is WL. He was looking for my supervisor. I answered and said "Hellooooo". I think I sounded a bit "suggestive" and he thought I was my supervisor. He replied" Heyyyyy" in the same tone too!!! Then he continued talking thinking it was my supervisor on the line. I corrected him when he paused. I think he felt REALLY embarrassed flirting with the wrong person. Coz he is an old friend of my supervisor so they like to joke around. I wanted to laugh when I put down the phone but I looked to my right and felt that the spastic boulder aka idiot totally neutralized how funny that situation was.
OK. I think only I think it's funny. Muahahaha. This is what I wanted to tell someone but the person was doubled over laughter at my not funny sms.
My supervisor treated me to TCC today after work. And we talked rot non-stop. She has treated me so many times. So nice right? I drank Mocha Villa. The coffee was quite bitter but there was chocolate at the bottom and a scoop of vanilla ice-cream. The service was great though.
Ok, enough of my crap.
Ok, time for some funny stuff. This colleague of mine called my extention number in the office. His name is WL. He was looking for my supervisor. I answered and said "Hellooooo". I think I sounded a bit "suggestive" and he thought I was my supervisor. He replied" Heyyyyy" in the same tone too!!! Then he continued talking thinking it was my supervisor on the line. I corrected him when he paused. I think he felt REALLY embarrassed flirting with the wrong person. Coz he is an old friend of my supervisor so they like to joke around. I wanted to laugh when I put down the phone but I looked to my right and felt that the spastic boulder aka idiot totally neutralized how funny that situation was.
OK. I think only I think it's funny. Muahahaha. This is what I wanted to tell someone but the person was doubled over laughter at my not funny sms.
My supervisor treated me to TCC today after work. And we talked rot non-stop. She has treated me so many times. So nice right? I drank Mocha Villa. The coffee was quite bitter but there was chocolate at the bottom and a scoop of vanilla ice-cream. The service was great though.
Ok, enough of my crap.
Monday, June 4, 2007
Tired
I am really bloody tired. I went to give tuition today and then spent most of the time scolding the Pri 5 boy. He got Band 3 for all the subjects that I taught him!! What an obvious undermining of my ability. Haha. I made him write an apology letter to his parents for getting such lousy results. He refused to write it but then my meaness got the better of me and I forced him to write it. Well, he wanted to cry. Then when I gave his mother the letter after tuition and he started to cry. Haiz. I felt a bit bad but I want him to remember this incident so he will always know that his results should never drop to this level.
I got bloody pissed at the office today. How come I am always pissed? My God, it's not even me. He just has to do something to piss me off everyday. He actually approved stuff without getting the full set of documents. Well, when I told him, he SLAMMED the documents onto my table. What nerve. I can'tstand useless people like him. Please people, don't be useless, inefficient and incompetent like him in future. People will just hate you. If I was a permanent staff there, I will try to get him fired. I will if I want to.
I got bloody pissed at the office today. How come I am always pissed? My God, it's not even me. He just has to do something to piss me off everyday. He actually approved stuff without getting the full set of documents. Well, when I told him, he SLAMMED the documents onto my table. What nerve. I can'tstand useless people like him. Please people, don't be useless, inefficient and incompetent like him in future. People will just hate you. If I was a permanent staff there, I will try to get him fired. I will if I want to.
Sunday, June 3, 2007
For one more day
I just finished reading "For one more day" by Mitch Albom and I feel that I have to quote some stuff that he wrote. These really made me think.
But ask yourself this: Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be there forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?
I hope you never hear these words. Your dad. He died. They are different than other words. They are too big to fit in your ears. They belong to some strange, heavy, powerful language that pounds away at the side of your head, a wrecking ball coming at you again and again, until finally, the words crack a hole large enough to fit inside your brain. And in doing so, they split you apart. (This is slightly edited.)
I also believe that parents, if they love you, will hold you up safely, above their swirling waters, and sometimes that means you'll never know what they endured, and you may treat them unkindly, in a way you otherwise wouldn't.
Because there was a ghost involved, you may call this a ghost story. But what family isn't a ghost story? Sharing tales of those we've lost is how we keep from really losing them.
But ask yourself this: Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be there forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?
I hope you never hear these words. Your dad. He died. They are different than other words. They are too big to fit in your ears. They belong to some strange, heavy, powerful language that pounds away at the side of your head, a wrecking ball coming at you again and again, until finally, the words crack a hole large enough to fit inside your brain. And in doing so, they split you apart. (This is slightly edited.)
I also believe that parents, if they love you, will hold you up safely, above their swirling waters, and sometimes that means you'll never know what they endured, and you may treat them unkindly, in a way you otherwise wouldn't.
Because there was a ghost involved, you may call this a ghost story. But what family isn't a ghost story? Sharing tales of those we've lost is how we keep from really losing them.
Vomit blood
I almost vomitted blood on my company computer yesterday. If I had, I would be dead by now. And they will pronounce my death at 18:30:35, 01/06/07. Cause of death: Homicide.
Okay, I shall try to be as calm as possible. The stupid guy sitting beside me took over this excel sheet that I was actually working on about 3 weeks back. There we record stuff like the documents fax in times and when we approve it kind of thing. There is really a lot of stuff there. It's sorta like our database. He screwed it up BIG TIME. I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY BIG TIME.
I just took over it back on friday. Because the company system was down and so I had no access to it. I took a look at it that day and wanted to kill him because a lot of stuff was not updated. I didn't really take a look at it because the day was really busy. Then I checked it out at 18:30. I can list out like 8 mistakes at least and I wrote it down!!! I kept writing BLOODY in my list. Examples of what he did: He never finished updating the stuff that he was supposed to. And people, please don't laugh at his stupidity when you read what I am going to write next. I will normally write down the cases and documents that is supposed to be keyed into the excel sheet. As in, i will actually note it all down into a notepad before passing it to him to update. Guess what? He updated those that I passed to him. He didn't update his own!!! As in the documents and cases he processed. OMG!!! The excel sheet was with him and he didn't update. RETARD alert!!! And some cases were not keyed in at all!!! And the faxed in date for the documents is later than the approval date after we receive the documents. 3 days later to be exact. JOKE!!!
I only saw it at 18:30. I just stared at the computer screen helplessly for a few minutes. I considered helping him clear it up. But just trying to edit the data gave me a headache. I then started throwing around my stuff on the table and shut down my computer. Luckily there were only a few people in the office to hear me throwing my things around.
I have decided to give him a telling-off straight in the face on Monday. And by the way, he is a permanent staff who is 26 years old and just finished his probation period in February. Bloody idiot. I heard that everyone who works with him can't stand him. Luckily I am not alone.
Okay, I shall try to be as calm as possible. The stupid guy sitting beside me took over this excel sheet that I was actually working on about 3 weeks back. There we record stuff like the documents fax in times and when we approve it kind of thing. There is really a lot of stuff there. It's sorta like our database. He screwed it up BIG TIME. I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY BIG TIME.
I just took over it back on friday. Because the company system was down and so I had no access to it. I took a look at it that day and wanted to kill him because a lot of stuff was not updated. I didn't really take a look at it because the day was really busy. Then I checked it out at 18:30. I can list out like 8 mistakes at least and I wrote it down!!! I kept writing BLOODY in my list. Examples of what he did: He never finished updating the stuff that he was supposed to. And people, please don't laugh at his stupidity when you read what I am going to write next. I will normally write down the cases and documents that is supposed to be keyed into the excel sheet. As in, i will actually note it all down into a notepad before passing it to him to update. Guess what? He updated those that I passed to him. He didn't update his own!!! As in the documents and cases he processed. OMG!!! The excel sheet was with him and he didn't update. RETARD alert!!! And some cases were not keyed in at all!!! And the faxed in date for the documents is later than the approval date after we receive the documents. 3 days later to be exact. JOKE!!!
I only saw it at 18:30. I just stared at the computer screen helplessly for a few minutes. I considered helping him clear it up. But just trying to edit the data gave me a headache. I then started throwing around my stuff on the table and shut down my computer. Luckily there were only a few people in the office to hear me throwing my things around.
I have decided to give him a telling-off straight in the face on Monday. And by the way, he is a permanent staff who is 26 years old and just finished his probation period in February. Bloody idiot. I heard that everyone who works with him can't stand him. Luckily I am not alone.
Friday, June 1, 2007
Bye Bye LSE, Bye Bye Warwick
It's like a sudden emptiness. I must now bade farewell to my dreams of getting an university education in UK. I am not ashamed to admit. I wept for one whole day over this loss. LSE and Warwick are not just some normal schools. My god. Feel like crying all over again. I am bloody weak succumbing to this. Anyone who knows me well enough knows that I love England. I still don't understand why I didn't even get called up for any bloody overseas uni scholarship interview. NO BLOODY IDEA!!!
Well, I got an overseas call from the University of Warwick about 2 hours ago. Their purpose was to ask me when I was going to accept their offer. Haha. I told her straight in the face I couldn't come. She said in a sympathetic tone"Oh good luck then in finding another good university!" Okay, I am giving her credit for making the overseas call. But she tore open my wound and started rubbing salt in. Whatever, I am resigned to my fate.
My mother told me if I am so desperate, she will pay for me to go. But I don't want to be a bloodsucker sucking up all the money man. Am I that desperate. I would like to think not. Ok, just wanted to make an official farewell to UK for the time being. I am sure I will see you soon. Sobz..............................
Well, I got an overseas call from the University of Warwick about 2 hours ago. Their purpose was to ask me when I was going to accept their offer. Haha. I told her straight in the face I couldn't come. She said in a sympathetic tone"Oh good luck then in finding another good university!" Okay, I am giving her credit for making the overseas call. But she tore open my wound and started rubbing salt in. Whatever, I am resigned to my fate.
My mother told me if I am so desperate, she will pay for me to go. But I don't want to be a bloodsucker sucking up all the money man. Am I that desperate. I would like to think not. Ok, just wanted to make an official farewell to UK for the time being. I am sure I will see you soon. Sobz..............................
Favourite song
I am currently obsessed with this old song. Savage Garden's "I knew i loved you". It is so bloody nice! I mean I hated that song when it came out as it seemed senseless and Channel 5 kept showing the MV of it. I remember because I used to watch "The Pyramid Game" at 6.30pm and it used to come on 5 minutes before that. I even called them Sandwich Garden and thought that the MV was filmed in a toilet. Haha, I have such a great imagination.
I think the lyrics are so bloody nice and meaningful.
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goesI think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
SO VERY VERY NICE. PERIOD. JUST SO NICE!!!
I think the lyrics are so bloody nice and meaningful.
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goesI think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
SO VERY VERY NICE. PERIOD. JUST SO NICE!!!
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