I am starting over

I am starting over.
Get over all the pain inflicted.

Maybe one day you will see.
And then you will cry.

Death

I could literally die from a broken heart.

Friendship

I guess I just wanted to avoid it. After such a long and gruelling time, I have discovered a revelation regarding friendship-it means so little to some people.

If it hurts so much and it makes you angry and disappointed, it means something. It means that you gave your all, ignored their flaws, laughed their meaness away and treated them like how you would want others to treat yourself.

I didn't need any reciprocation, never expected any.

Happy Happy

Colin gave me his number!!! WOO-HOO!!! What a joyous occasion!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!

Hahahahhaahhahah.

Colin

Dear Colin

You can't help being hot, can you? :)

The Appalling Lack of Conscience

Hard to describe.

I know him by heart

There's a secret path I follow
To a place no one can find
Where I meet my perfect someone
I've kept hidden in my mind
Where my heart makes my decisions
'Till my dream becomes a vision
And the love I feel Makes him real someday

'Cause I know he's out there somewhere
Just beyond my reach
Though I've never really touched him
Or ever heard him speak
Though we've never been together
We've never been apart
No we've never met
Haven't found him yet
But I know him by heart

Am I living in an illusion?
Wanting something I can't see
If I compromise, I'd be living lies
Pretending love's not meant to be
'Cause I know my heart's worth saving
And I know that he'll be waiting
So I'll hold on and I'll stay strong 'till then

'Cause I know he's out there somewhere
Just beyond my reach
Though I've never really touched him
Or ever heard him speak
Though we've never been together
We've never been apart
No we've never met
Haven't found him yet
But I know him by heart

No we've never met
Haven't found him yet
But I know him by heart