The Show

I am just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, love is a riddle.
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone, I've tried and I don't know why.

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop.
Coz it's too much, yea it's a lot
To be something I'm not.

I'm a fool out of love
Coz I just can't get enough

I am just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, love is a riddle.
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone, I've tried and I don't know why.

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show.

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And synchronise in time
It's a joke, nobody knows they got a ticket to the show.

I am just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, love is a riddle.
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone, I've tried and I don't know why.

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show.

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show.

Turning Twenteen :)

Whoever thought that turning twenty would give you a new perspective is lying.

Though I must say that this has been a brilliant year. All I have experienced has made me more mature, more understanding and more forgiving.

Mature. I guess I see things in a different light. It has made me happier than I used to be. Though I have been enlightened that I am still one of the most childish people around. Haha.

Understanding. Though I will never understand some people's intentions, I guess I can't understand everything. Somehow, I am like contradicting myself.

Forgive and forget. That seems like one of those stupid cliches that fail to make any sense. It makes a bit of sense now.

And I know that no matter what, there will always be my family and my closest friends whom I can rely on. At least I have that. I think I am finally satisfied. Everything else that will come would just be an added incentive.

I am finally going to be a grown-up. Haha.

Dreaming

Recently, all I have wanted to do is sleep and dream.

Love Lockdown

I'm not loving you, the way I wanted to

What I had to do, had to run from you

I'm in love with you, but the vibe is wrong

And that haunted me, all the way home

So ya never know, never never know

Never know enough, til it's over love
Till we lose control, system overload
Screamin no, no, no, no, no
I aint lovin you, the way I wanted to
See I wanna move, but can't escape from you
So I keep it low, keep a secret code
So everybody else don't have to know

So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
You keep ya love locked down, you lose

I'm not lovin you, the way I wanted to
I can't keep my cool, so I keep it true
I got somethin to lose, so I gotta move
I can't keep myself, and still keep you too
So I keep in mind, when I'm on my own
Somewhere far from home, In the danger zone
How many times did I take till I finally got through
You lose, you lose
I ain't lovin you, the way I wanted to
See I had to go, see I had to move
No more wastin time, we can't wait for life
We're juz wastin time, where's the finish line

So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
You keep ya love locked down, you lose

I'm not lovin you, the way I wanted to
I met no one new, I got no one new
No I said I'm through, but got love for you
But I'm not lovin you, the way I wanted to
Gotta keep it going, keep the lovin going
Keep it on a roll, only god knows
Am I into you, baby I'm confused
You choose, you choose
I ain't lovin you, the way I wanted to
Way I got to go, I don't need you
I been down this road, too many times before
I am not lovin you, the way I wanted to

So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
Keepin ya love locked down, ya love locked down
Keepin ya love locked down, ya love locked down
Keepin ya love locked down, you lose
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
Keepin ya love locked down, ya love locked down
If you keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
Keepin ya love locked down, you lose

I wish you

I wish you the same kind of happiness I have found. Sincerely. 

Great memories

Guy 1: You want to take MS? Do my prof. Her name is Ms. Blah Blah

Guy 2: Huh? You want me to do your prof!?!?!?

The rest of us: Muahahahah

Guy1: That's not what I meant. Do it with my prof!

Guy 2: Huh? What? You want me to do it with your prof!?!?!?

Guy 1: Argh. Do it under my prof!

Guy 2: Huh?!? Do it under your prof?!?! Hahahha

Ok, that basically sums up the last meeting with my m-p-w group. Hhahaha. 

Funny funny. (:

It's not gonna work out

It's not gonna work out. I just know it, we are from two different worlds. I am so sorry.