I juz saw the bloody campus superstar mv on TV. Gosh, they are so stupid, dumb and superficial. You really think that you can pursue fame through that? Naive..
Now, I think s'pore media just love to scrape off the remaining meat off the bones of some naive s'poreans who watch these reality shows and vote. I know that's a disgusting analogy, but I thought it was ept. I am ok with watching these shows. NO problem. I also watch them because I need something to entertain myself with my brain switched off. Haha. But I am NOT ok with VOTING. haha, it's so foolish to pay money to vote.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Apologies
This is just pure vent-up emotions. But i have to go through with this. There are times when i feel so overwhelmed with grief that I feel that it's difficult to live. Haha, me feeling sucidal? Nono. I am not suicidal. Maybe I will feel much better if I apologise to my father. I hope so.
I am sorry I ever felt ashamed of you.
I am sorry I shouted at you.
I am sorry I thought you were invincible, that you wouldn't die.
I am sorry I didn't know you were sick.
I am sorry I ignored you sometimes.
I am sorry I was irritated with you.
I am sorry I stayed in school to study instead of coming home to see you.
I am sorry I couldn't stayed by your side as often as you would like me to.
I am sorry I couldn't feel your pain and suffering.
I am sorry I couldn't share your pain and suffering.
I am sorry I didn't know that was the eve of your last day.
I am sorry I didn't speak to you when you opened your eyes that morning.
I am sorry I was asleep when you breathed your last.
I am sorry I couldn't revive you.
I am sorry you couldn't see my A Level results.
I am sorry you can't see my plaque from the school.
I am sorry you can't see my first day of university.
I am sorry you can't see my future career.
I am sorry you can't hold my hand on my wedding day.
I am sorry I can't see you anymore.
I am sorry for everything.
I am sorry.
I am very sorry.
I am really sorry.
I am sorry I ever felt ashamed of you.
I am sorry I shouted at you.
I am sorry I thought you were invincible, that you wouldn't die.
I am sorry I didn't know you were sick.
I am sorry I ignored you sometimes.
I am sorry I was irritated with you.
I am sorry I stayed in school to study instead of coming home to see you.
I am sorry I couldn't stayed by your side as often as you would like me to.
I am sorry I couldn't feel your pain and suffering.
I am sorry I couldn't share your pain and suffering.
I am sorry I didn't know that was the eve of your last day.
I am sorry I didn't speak to you when you opened your eyes that morning.
I am sorry I was asleep when you breathed your last.
I am sorry I couldn't revive you.
I am sorry you couldn't see my A Level results.
I am sorry you can't see my plaque from the school.
I am sorry you can't see my first day of university.
I am sorry you can't see my future career.
I am sorry you can't hold my hand on my wedding day.
I am sorry I can't see you anymore.
I am sorry for everything.
I am sorry.
I am very sorry.
I am really sorry.
Dirty Getafe, Dirty Madrid
OMG!!! I am so bloody angry. I am so pissed off at Getafe. Resorting to underhand tactics just to win. Come on man... u bloody idiots. Ronaldinho got sent off for retaliating which I think is really stupid but very understandable. i am SO inCENSED!!! Madrid, watch out man. We Barcelona can win with 10 men for the whole of the second half while u score from handballs. La Liga has not ended. Barca, keep faith! We can still win this!
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
The First Mother-Daughter Blog
Haha, this is like so bloody lame! Me, of all pple, have a blog!!!
Just felt like having it and then my mummy was suggesting we have a blog together. Honestly, maybe every 10 times i come on, my mum will come on one time!!! Haha.
Think I am stupid writing this and letting my mum see this?
Well, actually my mum is my living blog, i tell her EVERYTHING!
The prob is she doesn't remember...
Haha, this is so dumb.
Just felt like having it and then my mummy was suggesting we have a blog together. Honestly, maybe every 10 times i come on, my mum will come on one time!!! Haha.
Think I am stupid writing this and letting my mum see this?
Well, actually my mum is my living blog, i tell her EVERYTHING!
The prob is she doesn't remember...
Haha, this is so dumb.
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