My Ideal Grad Trip I

I have so many places I want to go for grad trip so it would be better if I did a separate entry every time I think of one. HAHA.

The first on my list would be backpacking around the UK. England, Wales, Ireland, Scotland! How exciting. And things will happen in the following sequence:

i) Meet the man of my dreams (rich, handsome, tall, good genes, impeccably well-dressed, humorous etc etc)

ii) Decide to elope with him (without any consequences)

iii) Get married (without signing any pre-nuptial agreement, grand wedding and all inviting my shell-shocked friends, relatives and enemies. My family wouldn't be shocked as they understand my intentions when I first embarked on this grad trip.)

iv) Live in the countryside happily just like all the Enid Blyton characters and Elizabeth in Pride and Prejudice (Where is my Mr Darcy?)

v) Have kids (where they are carefree, which means they can run around in the family home which consists of roughly 30 rooms, climb trees and pick fruits in the family orchard which stretches for miles and miles; at night, I will read them their bedtime stories and tuck them to sleep and then venture out into the meadows to look for pixies and fairies)

vi) Have occasional holidays in the cities

vii) Watch my weekly Barca match live in the Camp Nou, flying there on my husband's private jet

viii) Live happily ever after.

I naively believe that Enid Blyton wrote true stories, not fiction.

I went and I came back

Haha. So I went somewhere, supposedly "soared" and ended up with my wings clipped.

When nothing seems to go your way, I guess resignation to fate would be the best option available.

Come what may, I will just take it in my stride.

On another note, I miss Europe, especially Barcelona. I miss walking to school. I miss starving myself just to save more money. I miss my roommates. I miss calling home, feeling homesick. I miss wondering whether I would meet him. I just miss it all. That was one of the happiest times of my life by a mile.

If you give me another chance, I would want to relive that again. Albeit with SH and JM. It will probably be different without them.

Soaring

I hope I get it.

I am going places and am determined to keep it that way.

So, work hard and stop slacking.

The Favour

Isn't it awkward for a guy to keep asking a girl to help his brother to look for a girlfriend?

I feel pretty awkward now.

BACK BACK BACK!!!

First post of the New Year.

I am back from exchange. And I miss Milan already.

I hate school though I haven't started. Bloody hell. If I was still in Milan, I would probably skip class again. Haha.

And yes, I still hate that awful, disgusting freak. And his bloody friends. Seriously, I didn't think I would hate him. But yea, I do. ASSHOLE.

Pour me a dose of atmosphere

I finally finished some applications. I almost died trying to complete them. I still have some more to go though.

I need to go sleep soon since I can't be skipping any more lessons. My conscience won't be able to take it (like real).

The drink that night was really strong. And I finished it. No wonder I was slightly drunk and was having a headache after that. Look out for the photos. I will probably just look drunk since I was smiling gleefully. haha. oh well.

And I so do not want a cooking party again. Please, for goodness sake, doesn't anyone get tired of cooking? I am so not cooking again. So I suggested appertivo so we can all get drunk. (: And forget about studying. hahaha.

"As many times as I blink, I will think of you tonight"

(:

Trying not to hear, but they talk so loud

I am currently in love with Jesse McCartney.

"I don't care what they are saying, I am in love with you."

I remember being hooked on to this song not too long ago (last year) but the Leona Lewis version. Now the Jesse McCartney version is like totally hot.

I realized that my exchange life is ending. Yup, it really is. Can't believe it. I don't want to use this cliche but seriously, time flies when you are having fun.

I kinda know that my life will be sorta different when I get back. I don't know why, but it's juz this inkling (my favourite Michael Owen word). Hahaha.

"Something happened for the very first time with you"

I was reading his blog and he happened to post something last year during my birthday. Total coincidence but still heartening to know. (:

"My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing"

Maybe. Maybe. I think I was blind. Am still blind.

"You cut me open."