Pour me a dose of atmosphere

I finally finished some applications. I almost died trying to complete them. I still have some more to go though.

I need to go sleep soon since I can't be skipping any more lessons. My conscience won't be able to take it (like real).

The drink that night was really strong. And I finished it. No wonder I was slightly drunk and was having a headache after that. Look out for the photos. I will probably just look drunk since I was smiling gleefully. haha. oh well.

And I so do not want a cooking party again. Please, for goodness sake, doesn't anyone get tired of cooking? I am so not cooking again. So I suggested appertivo so we can all get drunk. (: And forget about studying. hahaha.

"As many times as I blink, I will think of you tonight"

(:

Trying not to hear, but they talk so loud

I am currently in love with Jesse McCartney.

"I don't care what they are saying, I am in love with you."

I remember being hooked on to this song not too long ago (last year) but the Leona Lewis version. Now the Jesse McCartney version is like totally hot.

I realized that my exchange life is ending. Yup, it really is. Can't believe it. I don't want to use this cliche but seriously, time flies when you are having fun.

I kinda know that my life will be sorta different when I get back. I don't know why, but it's juz this inkling (my favourite Michael Owen word). Hahaha.

"Something happened for the very first time with you"

I was reading his blog and he happened to post something last year during my birthday. Total coincidence but still heartening to know. (:

"My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing"

Maybe. Maybe. I think I was blind. Am still blind.

"You cut me open."

A Million Love Songs Later

Put your head against my life

What do you hear?

A million words just trying to make

The love song of the year

Close your eyes but don't forget

What you have heard

A girl who's trying to say the three words

The words that make me scared

A million love songs later

And here I am trying to tell you

That I care

A million love songs later

And here I am

Looking to the future now

This is what I see

A million chances pass me by

A million chances to hold you

Take me back, take me back

To where I used to be

And hide away from all my truths

Through the light I see

A million love songs later

And here I am trying to tell you

That I care

A million love songs later

And here I am

A million love songs later

And here I am trying to tell you

That I care

A million love songs later

And here I am

A million love songs later

And here I am

OMG, like how long did I take?

I am in Milan.

Hahaha. I am just stating the obvious.

There are still not many hot guys around but there is S--n! hahaha. omg, i am so crazy.

I took so bloody long to update that I sorta forgot what I wanted to write about.

I miss everyone at home. :(

I am going to Barcelona on Tuesday to see Barca! And going to Munich on Friday for Oktoberfest! :) Time to get drunk and high! Which is actually possible without drinking! Just ask Jenny and I!! :D hahaha.

Tata for now as I am getting pretty incoherent. haha.

I want to go home

That probably says it all.

I don't think that I misunderstood

The timing is not right. Perhaps I am just interested in the attention after all.

And I said

The first thing I said to him was "Are you kidding?"

The first thing he said to me was "Did you miss me?"

So what am I supposed to think or even say?

Maybe he should stop it and just get it over and done with.

He's mean and irresponsible. It's like he just leaves once the damage is done.

And I thought I was over it.

Idiot.