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I am his retard and he's my idiot.

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모를거야 아마 넌 Here I am

You may never know but here I am

Oh, another year older!

OMG, i am getting older. hopefully, i get wiser too. haha.

and hanging around too long with somebody has an effect on you, even if you don't admit it or you don't realize it. it shows. like really.

so, i am happy to say that i have had an effect on people, someone. life is awesome that way.

Lose Control

The thing is that it almost seems like you are in control of my emotions, my mood and my actions.

Besides finding some self-control, I think you could help by not coming to disturb or annoy me every single day.

Ignorant People

I have come to a conclusion that there are tons of ignorant people on fb. seriously, don't give out too much information about where you are, what you are doing and all that sorta nonsense. It's friggin annoying to keep seeing that kinda rubbish on your news feed.

Examples include:

1. I think my mother knows that I have a BF!! (omg, what's your problem? do you have to announce that kinda thing on fb? it's kinda retarded, isn't it?)

2. I am so proud of my sister as she is first in class again!! (omg again, why has fb become some outlet for the stupid people to give useless announcements like that? i swear if i write something like that, i will kill myself the next moment.)

By the way, those two posts were by the same friggin retarded person. Seriously, SHUT UP.

I hate studying. It makes me incredibly angsty and annoyed. SHUT UP.

So you have your life, and i have mine

Faded to bits.

Hello world, i hope you're listening. but there has to be someone right?

My loneliness ain't killing me no more

Yup, britney rocks!

and i find it liberating to know this. we are normal. we are meant to be normal. and nothing will transpire out of this. we are just tight. nothing more, nothing less.

Lower Expectations such that there are NONE

Well, that sounds just about right. And I am dying writing about the organizational culture in Korea. I believe that my arguments are flimsy and the sources I am going to cite are dubious. OMG.

HEY, DON'T CONFUSE ME!

CONFUSED MAX!

So I was reading

I looked at my older posts and I find that so much has changed.

For one, Colin is married! Yes, the old man I used to like. Seriously, wonder what was wrong with me then.

My posts were mainly dark and depressing then. Now it's better! I hope! hahaha.

KOREA WAS AWESOME!

Seriously, korea was awesome 80% of the time. Of course I had my emo moments but other than that, it was great! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!

Wished I could have so much fun for all my other mods! GRA sucks! like OMG, sucks.

I need a patrick jane. like please fall from the sky and woo me! but then i don't mind jim either. would love to be like pam. Totally need to start watching shows soon! :D

I almost forgot my blog add

OMG. Stupid guy!

I think I need to seduce Messi before he gets married. OMG, someone sponsor me to fly to Barcelona!

Coloursssss

Nothing makes me happier than looking at bright, colourful and happy pictures. Wished I was such a good photographer that I can easily take pictures which make people happy! (:

Such Intense Eyes

Not that hot but those eyes really burn through me.

The royal is alright, not that great looking either, but he has a LV beach towel! Nothing beats that, right?

I am turning into a SPG! hahaha.

Virgin Mambo

Wasn't that great. Would have been so much fun if I got along with school people instead of caucasian friends.

My Ideal Grad Trip I

I have so many places I want to go for grad trip so it would be better if I did a separate entry every time I think of one. HAHA.

The first on my list would be backpacking around the UK. England, Wales, Ireland, Scotland! How exciting. And things will happen in the following sequence:

i) Meet the man of my dreams (rich, handsome, tall, good genes, impeccably well-dressed, humorous etc etc)

ii) Decide to elope with him (without any consequences)

iii) Get married (without signing any pre-nuptial agreement, grand wedding and all inviting my shell-shocked friends, relatives and enemies. My family wouldn't be shocked as they understand my intentions when I first embarked on this grad trip.)

iv) Live in the countryside happily just like all the Enid Blyton characters and Elizabeth in Pride and Prejudice (Where is my Mr Darcy?)

v) Have kids (where they are carefree, which means they can run around in the family home which consists of roughly 30 rooms, climb trees and pick fruits in the family orchard which stretches for miles and miles; at night, I will read them their bedtime stories and tuck them to sleep and then venture out into the meadows to look for pixies and fairies)

vi) Have occasional holidays in the cities

vii) Watch my weekly Barca match live in the Camp Nou, flying there on my husband's private jet

viii) Live happily ever after.

I naively believe that Enid Blyton wrote true stories, not fiction.

I went and I came back

Haha. So I went somewhere, supposedly "soared" and ended up with my wings clipped.

When nothing seems to go your way, I guess resignation to fate would be the best option available.

Come what may, I will just take it in my stride.

On another note, I miss Europe, especially Barcelona. I miss walking to school. I miss starving myself just to save more money. I miss my roommates. I miss calling home, feeling homesick. I miss wondering whether I would meet him. I just miss it all. That was one of the happiest times of my life by a mile.

If you give me another chance, I would want to relive that again. Albeit with SH and JM. It will probably be different without them.

Soaring

I hope I get it.

I am going places and am determined to keep it that way.

So, work hard and stop slacking.

The Favour

Isn't it awkward for a guy to keep asking a girl to help his brother to look for a girlfriend?

I feel pretty awkward now.