When nothing seems to go your way, I guess resignation to fate would be the best option available.
Come what may, I will just take it in my stride.
On another note, I miss Europe, especially Barcelona. I miss walking to school. I miss starving myself just to save more money. I miss my roommates. I miss calling home, feeling homesick. I miss wondering whether I would meet him. I just miss it all. That was one of the happiest times of my life by a mile.
If you give me another chance, I would want to relive that again. Albeit with SH and JM. It will probably be different without them.