Pour me a dose of atmosphere

I finally finished some applications. I almost died trying to complete them. I still have some more to go though.

I need to go sleep soon since I can't be skipping any more lessons. My conscience won't be able to take it (like real).

The drink that night was really strong. And I finished it. No wonder I was slightly drunk and was having a headache after that. Look out for the photos. I will probably just look drunk since I was smiling gleefully. haha. oh well.

And I so do not want a cooking party again. Please, for goodness sake, doesn't anyone get tired of cooking? I am so not cooking again. So I suggested appertivo so we can all get drunk. (: And forget about studying. hahaha.

"As many times as I blink, I will think of you tonight"

(:

Trying not to hear, but they talk so loud

I am currently in love with Jesse McCartney.

"I don't care what they are saying, I am in love with you."

I remember being hooked on to this song not too long ago (last year) but the Leona Lewis version. Now the Jesse McCartney version is like totally hot.

I realized that my exchange life is ending. Yup, it really is. Can't believe it. I don't want to use this cliche but seriously, time flies when you are having fun.

I kinda know that my life will be sorta different when I get back. I don't know why, but it's juz this inkling (my favourite Michael Owen word). Hahaha.

"Something happened for the very first time with you"

I was reading his blog and he happened to post something last year during my birthday. Total coincidence but still heartening to know. (:

"My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing"

Maybe. Maybe. I think I was blind. Am still blind.

"You cut me open."

A Million Love Songs Later

Put your head against my life

What do you hear?

A million words just trying to make

The love song of the year

Close your eyes but don't forget

What you have heard

A girl who's trying to say the three words

The words that make me scared

A million love songs later

And here I am trying to tell you

That I care

A million love songs later

And here I am

Looking to the future now

This is what I see

A million chances pass me by

A million chances to hold you

Take me back, take me back

To where I used to be

And hide away from all my truths

Through the light I see

A million love songs later

And here I am trying to tell you

That I care

A million love songs later

And here I am

A million love songs later

And here I am trying to tell you

That I care

A million love songs later

And here I am

A million love songs later

And here I am

OMG, like how long did I take?

I am in Milan.

Hahaha. I am just stating the obvious.

There are still not many hot guys around but there is S--n! hahaha. omg, i am so crazy.

I took so bloody long to update that I sorta forgot what I wanted to write about.

I miss everyone at home. :(

I am going to Barcelona on Tuesday to see Barca! And going to Munich on Friday for Oktoberfest! :) Time to get drunk and high! Which is actually possible without drinking! Just ask Jenny and I!! :D hahaha.

Tata for now as I am getting pretty incoherent. haha.

I want to go home

That probably says it all.

I don't think that I misunderstood

The timing is not right. Perhaps I am just interested in the attention after all.

And I said

The first thing I said to him was "Are you kidding?"

The first thing he said to me was "Did you miss me?"

So what am I supposed to think or even say?

Maybe he should stop it and just get it over and done with.

He's mean and irresponsible. It's like he just leaves once the damage is done.

And I thought I was over it.

Idiot.

You are Right

JN is right. Friendship does not exist between guys and girls.

I think I am BLOODY boring

Haha. It has been an incredible week. I have been happy, then sad, then confused, then angry, then sad and happy again. It's like I squeezed a lifetime of emotions in one week. OMG. Doesn't that mean I have little emotions?

Over It

Lionel is going to be BACK! Yayyyyyyyyyy!!!

Is Freaking Happy

I think I found him. And that killer sense of humour.

Before the euphoria passes

Right, and yes, finally, inevitably, Barca are champions. As I listen to the football weekly podcast from guardian.co.uk, I wonder when I will get over the euphoria and joy. Not watching Barcelona win, but watching Barcelona play, though obviously this team is capable of winning while playing total football.

This is the best day of my futbol-supporter-life. This is the best season I have seen from Barca and not the last best season ever. I love Barca!! I love messi, eto'o, henry, xavi, iniesta, busquets, yaya, pique, puyol, sylvinho, valdes, pinto, jorquera, caceres, abidal, marquez, dani alves, gudjohnson, kieta, hleb, pedro, bojan. And of course, I love Pep!

Visca Barca, Visca Catalonia. I was bloody tempted to hang the Catalan flag outside my house but would probably be insulted for being unpatrotic since I never hang my country's flag outside my house ever. Haha.

Hopefully, when I get to barcelona, catalonia, I will be able to speak some basic Catalan and well I guess my Spanish could do for now.

F---ing hates Preachers

I hate preachers. Please, get a f---ing life. I will hunt you down and tear your hair out. Don't "oh, my glass is almost full again" me. Shut up. All that crying, praying and oh-I-am-so-lost-without-my-faith is not going to work with me.

And stop saying you miss him. It's a joke. Like you don't know how he resented it but only finally believed in it when he knew it was almost time to go. You are a disgrace. Maybe, that's the only place you will ever find your so-called redemption. But don't forget that the only thing you have ever done is disappoint and guess what, I think he is also disappointed in you even though he is no longer here.

You BITCH.

Things happen

I believe things happen for a reason. And sometimes they don't.

This is random. But I think I just wiped that smirk off your face.

And to you, slut, be careful. I know more ways to get to you than you would ever know and I am guessing that you won't like any of it.

This is a completely random entry. You should have realised by now.

You are a major screw-up and in all seriousness, HAHA.

LALALA :D

Milano

Yes, I am going for exchange in Milan, Italy. Finally.

Well, why Italy? Both Spain and France didn't have the courses I wanted to take, term only ends in February for most German universities and according to reliable information from my seniors, it is really difficult to pass modules in the Netherlands. Switzerland is too expensive and both Denmark and France are not very accessible to the rest of Europe. UK universities were difficult to get in and I wanted to go with my friends, so it wasn't a feasible choice. So well, ITALY it is.

I can't wait to go. I went to the university website and it was like some kind of propanganda (there were alot of HOT people in their videos). Hahahahha. This summer, I am going to enjoy myself, with my internship in U/B/S and then embark on my exchange. Suddenly, my life seems so vibrant as compared to the bleak term in school. OMG! Still can't really believe it. :)

Times Like this

There are times when you either wish you will never grown up or your parents will be immortal.

Incredibly busy

I am incredibly busy and am unable to meet all my deadlines but I must blog. Haha.

The first thing I thought when I saw that she was in a relationship with him was -OMG, with that asshole?

I have no idea why but perhaps we girls really like bad boys.

I want all this to be over fast, super fast.

Internship

I got my internship!!! :D

Blame it all on me

My memory can be a weapon of mass destruction if I want to use it.

There are so many things that some conceited individuals have told me and if I reveal them to those they have inflicted abuse upon, I believe it will completely destroy them and their relations with others.

Fortunately, though the urge to reveal all can sometimes overwhelm me, I still keep my cool and well, you have to thank me that your friendships are still intact.

Hymn

Thank you Lord, for all the world around us.
Thank you Lord, for all your gifts.

For each day of sunshine, for each drop of rain
For the tender moments and for the times of pain

Thank you Lord, for all the world around us.
Thank you Lord, for all your gifts.

This hymn is ringing in my head.