I finally get to write. I have been so busy at work that I can't write my blog at work and when I reach home, I just sleep. By the way, the guy who flirted with me accidentally didn't come to work after that. Haha, but he came today.
Ok, I have had such absurd dreams that I am going to describe them. Haha, the last one is a bit embarassing. I had 3 dreams in a row on one night. My subconscious mind was a bit active. Haha. Sorry, hyperactive to be exact.
1st Dream: I asked my supervisor if I can eat another egg and she told me" No! You have already eaten three!" Oh gosh, I have no idea how to explain that. I even woke up wondering if I really had eaten three eggs. Haha.
2nd Dream: I was walking past this bar. There was this caucasian sitting there pouring and drinking white wine. He was like almost finishing the bottle. Then he looked up and saw me and started walking towards me. I think he wanted to tell me something. No, I know what you are thinking. No, it's not a bloody stalker. It was something good, I could tell, but I ran away. OMG! Why did I run away? By right, in real life, I wouldn't have done that because he was bloody cute. Haha. Then I told my mum that I had to go back to look for him the next night. And my mum protested and said that I should not do that. Obviously, I ignored her. Yes, that was all in the dream. But I stopped that dream at that point. Sometimes I think my brain is doing stuff to me to piss me off.
3rd dream: This one is a little embarrassing so I am not going to elaborate. It concerns my manager. I have no idea why I dreamt about him. He is not good looking, does not have a great job and he is too chinese for my liking. As in he speaks Mandrain and his English is not very fluent. Now, I go a little red in the face when I see him. (Actually not really, I just don't look at him.) Hehe. Seriously, I don't like him. And he's married. I saw his ring.
Friday, June 8, 2007
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Funny Funny
I got pissed off at that guy again. Uncountable. OMG. I think sooner or later I will get high blood pressure thanks to him.
Ok, time for some funny stuff. This colleague of mine called my extention number in the office. His name is WL. He was looking for my supervisor. I answered and said "Hellooooo". I think I sounded a bit "suggestive" and he thought I was my supervisor. He replied" Heyyyyy" in the same tone too!!! Then he continued talking thinking it was my supervisor on the line. I corrected him when he paused. I think he felt REALLY embarrassed flirting with the wrong person. Coz he is an old friend of my supervisor so they like to joke around. I wanted to laugh when I put down the phone but I looked to my right and felt that the spastic boulder aka idiot totally neutralized how funny that situation was.
OK. I think only I think it's funny. Muahahaha. This is what I wanted to tell someone but the person was doubled over laughter at my not funny sms.
My supervisor treated me to TCC today after work. And we talked rot non-stop. She has treated me so many times. So nice right? I drank Mocha Villa. The coffee was quite bitter but there was chocolate at the bottom and a scoop of vanilla ice-cream. The service was great though.
Ok, enough of my crap.
Ok, time for some funny stuff. This colleague of mine called my extention number in the office. His name is WL. He was looking for my supervisor. I answered and said "Hellooooo". I think I sounded a bit "suggestive" and he thought I was my supervisor. He replied" Heyyyyy" in the same tone too!!! Then he continued talking thinking it was my supervisor on the line. I corrected him when he paused. I think he felt REALLY embarrassed flirting with the wrong person. Coz he is an old friend of my supervisor so they like to joke around. I wanted to laugh when I put down the phone but I looked to my right and felt that the spastic boulder aka idiot totally neutralized how funny that situation was.
OK. I think only I think it's funny. Muahahaha. This is what I wanted to tell someone but the person was doubled over laughter at my not funny sms.
My supervisor treated me to TCC today after work. And we talked rot non-stop. She has treated me so many times. So nice right? I drank Mocha Villa. The coffee was quite bitter but there was chocolate at the bottom and a scoop of vanilla ice-cream. The service was great though.
Ok, enough of my crap.
Monday, June 4, 2007
Tired
I am really bloody tired. I went to give tuition today and then spent most of the time scolding the Pri 5 boy. He got Band 3 for all the subjects that I taught him!! What an obvious undermining of my ability. Haha. I made him write an apology letter to his parents for getting such lousy results. He refused to write it but then my meaness got the better of me and I forced him to write it. Well, he wanted to cry. Then when I gave his mother the letter after tuition and he started to cry. Haiz. I felt a bit bad but I want him to remember this incident so he will always know that his results should never drop to this level.
I got bloody pissed at the office today. How come I am always pissed? My God, it's not even me. He just has to do something to piss me off everyday. He actually approved stuff without getting the full set of documents. Well, when I told him, he SLAMMED the documents onto my table. What nerve. I can'tstand useless people like him. Please people, don't be useless, inefficient and incompetent like him in future. People will just hate you. If I was a permanent staff there, I will try to get him fired. I will if I want to.
I got bloody pissed at the office today. How come I am always pissed? My God, it's not even me. He just has to do something to piss me off everyday. He actually approved stuff without getting the full set of documents. Well, when I told him, he SLAMMED the documents onto my table. What nerve. I can'tstand useless people like him. Please people, don't be useless, inefficient and incompetent like him in future. People will just hate you. If I was a permanent staff there, I will try to get him fired. I will if I want to.
Sunday, June 3, 2007
For one more day
I just finished reading "For one more day" by Mitch Albom and I feel that I have to quote some stuff that he wrote. These really made me think.
But ask yourself this: Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be there forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?
I hope you never hear these words. Your dad. He died. They are different than other words. They are too big to fit in your ears. They belong to some strange, heavy, powerful language that pounds away at the side of your head, a wrecking ball coming at you again and again, until finally, the words crack a hole large enough to fit inside your brain. And in doing so, they split you apart. (This is slightly edited.)
I also believe that parents, if they love you, will hold you up safely, above their swirling waters, and sometimes that means you'll never know what they endured, and you may treat them unkindly, in a way you otherwise wouldn't.
Because there was a ghost involved, you may call this a ghost story. But what family isn't a ghost story? Sharing tales of those we've lost is how we keep from really losing them.
But ask yourself this: Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be there forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?
I hope you never hear these words. Your dad. He died. They are different than other words. They are too big to fit in your ears. They belong to some strange, heavy, powerful language that pounds away at the side of your head, a wrecking ball coming at you again and again, until finally, the words crack a hole large enough to fit inside your brain. And in doing so, they split you apart. (This is slightly edited.)
I also believe that parents, if they love you, will hold you up safely, above their swirling waters, and sometimes that means you'll never know what they endured, and you may treat them unkindly, in a way you otherwise wouldn't.
Because there was a ghost involved, you may call this a ghost story. But what family isn't a ghost story? Sharing tales of those we've lost is how we keep from really losing them.
Vomit blood
I almost vomitted blood on my company computer yesterday. If I had, I would be dead by now. And they will pronounce my death at 18:30:35, 01/06/07. Cause of death: Homicide.
Okay, I shall try to be as calm as possible. The stupid guy sitting beside me took over this excel sheet that I was actually working on about 3 weeks back. There we record stuff like the documents fax in times and when we approve it kind of thing. There is really a lot of stuff there. It's sorta like our database. He screwed it up BIG TIME. I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY BIG TIME.
I just took over it back on friday. Because the company system was down and so I had no access to it. I took a look at it that day and wanted to kill him because a lot of stuff was not updated. I didn't really take a look at it because the day was really busy. Then I checked it out at 18:30. I can list out like 8 mistakes at least and I wrote it down!!! I kept writing BLOODY in my list. Examples of what he did: He never finished updating the stuff that he was supposed to. And people, please don't laugh at his stupidity when you read what I am going to write next. I will normally write down the cases and documents that is supposed to be keyed into the excel sheet. As in, i will actually note it all down into a notepad before passing it to him to update. Guess what? He updated those that I passed to him. He didn't update his own!!! As in the documents and cases he processed. OMG!!! The excel sheet was with him and he didn't update. RETARD alert!!! And some cases were not keyed in at all!!! And the faxed in date for the documents is later than the approval date after we receive the documents. 3 days later to be exact. JOKE!!!
I only saw it at 18:30. I just stared at the computer screen helplessly for a few minutes. I considered helping him clear it up. But just trying to edit the data gave me a headache. I then started throwing around my stuff on the table and shut down my computer. Luckily there were only a few people in the office to hear me throwing my things around.
I have decided to give him a telling-off straight in the face on Monday. And by the way, he is a permanent staff who is 26 years old and just finished his probation period in February. Bloody idiot. I heard that everyone who works with him can't stand him. Luckily I am not alone.
Okay, I shall try to be as calm as possible. The stupid guy sitting beside me took over this excel sheet that I was actually working on about 3 weeks back. There we record stuff like the documents fax in times and when we approve it kind of thing. There is really a lot of stuff there. It's sorta like our database. He screwed it up BIG TIME. I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY BIG TIME.
I just took over it back on friday. Because the company system was down and so I had no access to it. I took a look at it that day and wanted to kill him because a lot of stuff was not updated. I didn't really take a look at it because the day was really busy. Then I checked it out at 18:30. I can list out like 8 mistakes at least and I wrote it down!!! I kept writing BLOODY in my list. Examples of what he did: He never finished updating the stuff that he was supposed to. And people, please don't laugh at his stupidity when you read what I am going to write next. I will normally write down the cases and documents that is supposed to be keyed into the excel sheet. As in, i will actually note it all down into a notepad before passing it to him to update. Guess what? He updated those that I passed to him. He didn't update his own!!! As in the documents and cases he processed. OMG!!! The excel sheet was with him and he didn't update. RETARD alert!!! And some cases were not keyed in at all!!! And the faxed in date for the documents is later than the approval date after we receive the documents. 3 days later to be exact. JOKE!!!
I only saw it at 18:30. I just stared at the computer screen helplessly for a few minutes. I considered helping him clear it up. But just trying to edit the data gave me a headache. I then started throwing around my stuff on the table and shut down my computer. Luckily there were only a few people in the office to hear me throwing my things around.
I have decided to give him a telling-off straight in the face on Monday. And by the way, he is a permanent staff who is 26 years old and just finished his probation period in February. Bloody idiot. I heard that everyone who works with him can't stand him. Luckily I am not alone.
Friday, June 1, 2007
Bye Bye LSE, Bye Bye Warwick
It's like a sudden emptiness. I must now bade farewell to my dreams of getting an university education in UK. I am not ashamed to admit. I wept for one whole day over this loss. LSE and Warwick are not just some normal schools. My god. Feel like crying all over again. I am bloody weak succumbing to this. Anyone who knows me well enough knows that I love England. I still don't understand why I didn't even get called up for any bloody overseas uni scholarship interview. NO BLOODY IDEA!!!
Well, I got an overseas call from the University of Warwick about 2 hours ago. Their purpose was to ask me when I was going to accept their offer. Haha. I told her straight in the face I couldn't come. She said in a sympathetic tone"Oh good luck then in finding another good university!" Okay, I am giving her credit for making the overseas call. But she tore open my wound and started rubbing salt in. Whatever, I am resigned to my fate.
My mother told me if I am so desperate, she will pay for me to go. But I don't want to be a bloodsucker sucking up all the money man. Am I that desperate. I would like to think not. Ok, just wanted to make an official farewell to UK for the time being. I am sure I will see you soon. Sobz..............................
Well, I got an overseas call from the University of Warwick about 2 hours ago. Their purpose was to ask me when I was going to accept their offer. Haha. I told her straight in the face I couldn't come. She said in a sympathetic tone"Oh good luck then in finding another good university!" Okay, I am giving her credit for making the overseas call. But she tore open my wound and started rubbing salt in. Whatever, I am resigned to my fate.
My mother told me if I am so desperate, she will pay for me to go. But I don't want to be a bloodsucker sucking up all the money man. Am I that desperate. I would like to think not. Ok, just wanted to make an official farewell to UK for the time being. I am sure I will see you soon. Sobz..............................
Favourite song
I am currently obsessed with this old song. Savage Garden's "I knew i loved you". It is so bloody nice! I mean I hated that song when it came out as it seemed senseless and Channel 5 kept showing the MV of it. I remember because I used to watch "The Pyramid Game" at 6.30pm and it used to come on 5 minutes before that. I even called them Sandwich Garden and thought that the MV was filmed in a toilet. Haha, I have such a great imagination.
I think the lyrics are so bloody nice and meaningful.
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goesI think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
SO VERY VERY NICE. PERIOD. JUST SO NICE!!!
I think the lyrics are so bloody nice and meaningful.
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goesI think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
SO VERY VERY NICE. PERIOD. JUST SO NICE!!!
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